Post 2

I need to set a goal for this post. And be clear what I am writing about. I think 6 months sounds good. September 6, 2013. Still not sure about giving this blog a theme yet. 

I had to be at work at 7am this morning. I did get my exercising done before work. Even though I got my exercising done and got ready in a timely matter and liked the way I looked when I went to work I felt moody. 

Then at work when I was not put with a team on a project I took it hard. Worried that I had done something wrong. I finally was given a project and did the best job I could do and did my best to get over my mood. I got put in the home quad from 10 to 12 which I really enjoyed. All in all I really enjoyed my day. There was bad news at work for team members have lost their jobs and remind me that things could be worse or better which ever way you see it.

I worked in kids and saw great deals on kids close so after work I bought a top for Lennon, Sam and Alex. I also picked up Vicki's pants. went to Lynette's and dropped off the clothes and while I was there Rob offered me some food. I said yes because it sounds so good. It was not a good idea but I did it any way. the food tasted pretty good but I am not sure how far I went off my diet. 

Vicki invited me to a jewelry party tonight and I am going because the lady works at Yankee candle and I want to see her home. I am nervous that I will want to spend money I really don't have.  

Oh well I am off tomorrow and I am going out tonight. I may have a great time. 

Some words about Duke. I called him this morning to let him know I went to work early so he wouldn't think I was avoiding him. He called me 3 times today and left messages. I tried to call him after work and he did not answer or let it go to voice mail. I really don't want to continue this relationship because of all the doubts I have when we are apart. But every time he comes around he is so sweet I feel guilty about all the bad thoughts I have when he is away. Today I thought if I would just tell him what kind of relationship I want and give him the choice to change or we go our separate ways.